Tuesday, December 9, 2008


Nightwish(Above) is my new favorite band, I still enjoy Tokio Hotel but these guys are also good.

Monday, July 21, 2008

......Missing....

As I fade away. Where are you? Away is your reply. Gather round child as I read off to to you a Haiku. (Komment_In truth I forget the rules for Haiku 1st line 5syllables 2nd line 7-6 syllables and then 5 again at the bottom? Is it correct, Oh well..Read on dear sweet one...)

Darkness Fades my shape.
Moons cannot bring me back.
I....... I am Missing.

Missing in truth what is this word:

Missing: an object/person/item that has either been misplaced or lost.

Lost for Good. Beyond the point of return. As I speak I say my final words.

This is how you feel. I am just telling you what you want to hear. Although you may not want to hear it, You read on.....So I applaud because I have come to an end in this shortened tale...Meet me again...And I will explain this again....If you did not understand....I love all my Blackened Angels....Even the Strangers, I reffer to you as **My_Blackened_Squad_of_Misfits **, Even if you don't know who you are... ;) Love for you pours from me when it is in need....So long, For now

Sunday, July 13, 2008

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Wednesday, July 9, 2008

Tokio Hotel


Tokio Hotel is just to awesome not to share!!

Lyrics for a song called: Crimson Letters(Don't steal my original work!)

Crimson Letters! inspired by Evanesence and Tokio Hotel.
I hold the crimson letters deep within my hands
Crying for someone to find you, Tearing back the pain
Creaping towards the end, Of it all
Chorus:
My Crimson Letter! was sent...to you,to me,to burn inside the raging fire below...us all
I Cry for someone to come save me! Just one! Just you! Can you see?...The crimson letters I have found?..Trying so hard to be free, Taking the best part of me....I see

CRIMSON LETTERS!!
My dark sun, where have you gone? The moon....It calls my name and so I run by, you holding onto my crimson letter. I can't let it burn or I. Will be gone...MY CRIMSON LETTER! So long, So gone.

Roses play with me, They say I...To be...The one
to protect these crimson letters! Don't cry! Don't Die!
-pouring crimson letters! pouring your crimson soul!
As you lay down , I hope you remember I'm the one who held your Crimson.....letter in my hand

Chorus Repeats

The dark envelops me and you see, My crimson letter.......
Crying with regret for you
Opened my crimson letter and see
You have killed me....
Soft and slow:
I say Good-bye to all and know how I kept you alive
for I never mailed your letter.....

Slowly Sing: I never mailed your crimson letter and I apologize....

Tuesday, July 8, 2008

Crimson Kutters

Kutting is a waste of my blood and of yours. I care for you so don't kut. Jackie, Don't do it. I love you too, Jay..Don't do it! I will cry for you when your gone...Please don't make me....I haven't cried in 8 maybe more years....Don't make me start now.....I don't want to see either one of you go...Tears of a crimson color will stain my face and then I shall Perish behind the walls of the Dark and never help another Soul....I want to help you..Just let me in....I promise not to hurt you like so many before, I can not lie to someone I care about. I promise, I never have broken a promise yet...And don't plan on it. I care about all of you and always will. Even after I save you. This burden is no big deal, I don't want anyone to feel the Darks pain! Thousands have and will everyday..But not those I can help save....Jay and Jackie....And Emi(Because I know you) I want all of you to stop.

Saya Sen ta kamu_ I love you

The darkness rises-chapter one
(for all of you wondering why I am writing instead of Blogging-This is a Blog!=plus I can do what I want okay so get over it!)

He sat away from everyone. He stood alone. He cried in vain. The teachers thought of him as a lost cause. He laughed with everyone, yet felt so alone. He loved only one. She loved someone else. He had his friends, He had his enemies....Unfortunately he thought them one in the same. (We care about you Alyx. we don't want to harm you,neither does She.) He didn't do well in school. he didn't care really. He played his RPG's and kept to himself. He only came out of his home when he was called by friends. He'd show a smile but he couldn't hide his pain from me thats why I stand by his side. I care for anyone with a heart that the darkness has captured. Even they call me Darkness, Because I can erase the Dark. They know me for a year and then they become the person they use to be before the depression set in. And that is what I tried to help you over come.......Saya sen ta kamu........I love you....

Directing you...Which way do you want to Go?

Do I frighten you? By this randomly asked question? Which way do you want to go?
Are you in shock? No? Good, because I am preparing you for the question you must answer. You must understand that this question has but multiple answers and only you know the true one. I too have been asked where is it I wish to go....I have yet to come with answers and my time is running out soon I will be in the world with no idea of what I want....Do I want Fame and Fortune? But of course...How can I obtain it?Haven't a clue....Can you answer these questions without lie to yourself? I can. And then I can't. My answers change constantly yet none of them are True...When will I be able to say, Ha! I have an Answer to your Question and this time Its the Truth!! Question will come and go but this is the one we need to answer correctly or we will end up down a dirt filled path so many have treaded before. I want to be the one to open a New Road that is clean and clear, You can see perfectly what is headed your way. You can brace yourself when you see an obstacle in your way. Don't kill the Messenger when he tells you the bad news. Yes you can overcome it! Just think about it and it will,In its own time. I leave you now to think.....Bye

Untruthfully Yours

I wonder why? Why we lie, For to lie is to kill ourselves and Calling them White Lies doesn't help anyone. If your in pain and you say, "I'm not in pain" When truthfully your hurting so bad that you think no-one not even I a Stranger can understand. You are mistaken. Anyone can feel your pain if you explain correctly, Being called Goth, Emo or a Kutter as I say it, Can hurt someone who doesn't want to be given a label. Everyone for that I apologize. I was truly being cruel when I said to you. "What are you emo or something" Anger had infuzed within my brain and I couldn't get the correct words out and so again I say from the bottom of my blackened heart. I am dreadfully sorry. I love everyone. I hate no one...I never can and never will. Although I shouldn't say never I have and I will. I have died once and don't plan on doing it again until your by my side. No one can enter my domain. I hide so well, Behind my "White Lies" Yet I am Truthfully yours....

Adventurous little children


Children who live in this world are alway bombared with questions. The childs heart is pure until we currupt it with our questions. Liars are born out of our questions. Every time a child lies his/her heart gets tainted with a faint dark spot. Children lie about twice, Maybe more a day. My Roses never lie for they have lied to their Blackened hearts content. Nothing can harm them for they have been harmed on their own. My Dark Rose has never lied to me, Yet she has died on her own. I have tried so hard to save her from this...Her Crimson blood pouring over her skin....I've seen them both do this...DarkRose and J and Emi and now Jasey too, She was a loveable friend.She has turned I see her no more....Only three children can be saved at this moment....And so I try...